When I married my husband 27 years ago he was healthy. He had MS for about 10 years. I love my husband even if he has MS or any other illness. My husband cheated on me early in our marrige, I didn't find out about it unil 20 years later, I forgave him and stayed married to him. For the past few years my husbands mood has changed drastically, he is very abusive towards me. He had physically abused me a couple of times and he repeatedly verbally abuses me. I feel as though I am constantly walking on eggshells trying to be careful of what I say or do around him, I know it is his MS making him this way so I try to not blow up at him but today I did, I couldn't help myself, I wanted to hurt him verbally like he hurt me, which I know is wrong. I don't know what to do anymore. He gets angry with me it seems for breathing to loud. I love him and don't want to leave him but I don't want to be called a whore at the top of his lungs, shouting outside in front of everyone that I am a bitch...it's very embarrassing for me. I also don't like being kicked in the stomach or choked almost to death. I wish someone would tell me how to stop this madness, I want the man I married back. Any advice would be appreciated.
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When I married my husband 27 years ago he was healthy. He had MS for about 10 years. I love my husband even if he has MS or any other illness. My husband cheated on me early in our marrige, I didn't find out about it unil 20 years later, I forgave him and stayed married to him. For the past few years my husbands mood has changed drastically, he is very abusive towards me. He had physically abused me a couple of times and he repeatedly verbally abuses me. I feel as though I am constantly walking on eggshells trying to be careful of what I say or do around him, I know it is his MS making him this way so I try to not blow up at him but today I did, I couldn't help myself, I wanted to hurt him verbally like he hurt me, which I know is wrong. I don't know what to do anymore. He gets angry with me it seems for breathing to loud. I love him and don't want to leave him but I don't want to be called a whore at the top of his lungs, shouting outside in front of everyone that I am a bitch...it's very embarrassing for me. I also don't like being kicked in the stomach or choked almost to death. I wish someone would tell me how to stop this madness, I want the man I married back. Any advice would be appreciated.
May 29, 2015 - 12:12pmThis Comment
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