I guess that I am afraid that if he masturbates when I am not there, that he will fantasize about other women though he tells me that he would only think of me. I am aware that I need to let this go, believe me...but I am having a hard time.
I want to feel more secure.
I am aware that this is not about him. He is a wonderful, caring, kind person but I have issues of trust from childhood that are hard to let go of. I also have vague childhood memories of sexual abuse. I have a therapist and she says that I definitely need to stop this controlling behavior.
I know that...but how?
I don't feel the need to masturabte myself. Maybe once in a blue moon but I really only feel sexual with a man. All my best orgasms are with intercourse.
I used to mastubate but now am just not that into it.
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I guess that I am afraid that if he masturbates when I am not there, that he will fantasize about other women though he tells me that he would only think of me. I am aware that I need to let this go, believe me...but I am having a hard time.
March 22, 2009 - 5:39pmI want to feel more secure.
I am aware that this is not about him. He is a wonderful, caring, kind person but I have issues of trust from childhood that are hard to let go of. I also have vague childhood memories of sexual abuse. I have a therapist and she says that I definitely need to stop this controlling behavior.
I know that...but how?
I don't feel the need to masturabte myself. Maybe once in a blue moon but I really only feel sexual with a man. All my best orgasms are with intercourse.
I used to mastubate but now am just not that into it.
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