I'm a 33 year old woman, I started masturbating from a very young age and was able to orgasm at 7. I lost my virginity at 14 to someone I only wanted to use to lose my virginity so I could start having sex, the use was mutual. After that I refused to be in relationships had frequent sex with multiple partners of a wide age range for many years. Then when I finally started more serious relationships and for the last 10 years I was able to be monogamous but still needed me time for masturbation, then I stopped all dating and only had men as friends and/or sex partners and I loved every second of it, I was respectful to them and they were they same to me. I've often wondered how much different or easy my life could be if I was a sex worker, or at least took sabbatical and completely indulged in all things sexual. There's something in me that drives it and the only way I can keep level is with medication and frequent sex because leading a life where you work, have friends and family and other responsibilities is impossible when all you can think about is how turned on you are and how badly you want to have sex. I wasn't abused and I was raised well, I'm educated and I'm open minded. This is a very taboo topic and I've never talked about this with anyone. For anyone who relates seriously, use protection, I'm lucky to be clean. Also use birth control until you're under control. This type of behavior can cause us to be incredibly self centered and many of us aren't able to make the best decisions because of the power this desire has over us. Also it's ok to be this way, but be honest with the ones you care for and be respectful to everyone.
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I'm a 33 year old woman, I started masturbating from a very young age and was able to orgasm at 7. I lost my virginity at 14 to someone I only wanted to use to lose my virginity so I could start having sex, the use was mutual. After that I refused to be in relationships had frequent sex with multiple partners of a wide age range for many years. Then when I finally started more serious relationships and for the last 10 years I was able to be monogamous but still needed me time for masturbation, then I stopped all dating and only had men as friends and/or sex partners and I loved every second of it, I was respectful to them and they were they same to me. I've often wondered how much different or easy my life could be if I was a sex worker, or at least took sabbatical and completely indulged in all things sexual. There's something in me that drives it and the only way I can keep level is with medication and frequent sex because leading a life where you work, have friends and family and other responsibilities is impossible when all you can think about is how turned on you are and how badly you want to have sex. I wasn't abused and I was raised well, I'm educated and I'm open minded. This is a very taboo topic and I've never talked about this with anyone. For anyone who relates seriously, use protection, I'm lucky to be clean. Also use birth control until you're under control. This type of behavior can cause us to be incredibly self centered and many of us aren't able to make the best decisions because of the power this desire has over us. Also it's ok to be this way, but be honest with the ones you care for and be respectful to everyone.
December 4, 2014 - 3:51amThis Comment
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