I am with my boy frnd for 10 yrs and we nevr had sex since we decided not to have premarital sex.now we have been married for 3 weeks and i am pushing him away while penetrating. I let finger me one day and i bled considerably.Then i started putting my finger and started getting comfortble with finger.I dont resist much when he puts his finger in my vagina.We have bought vaginal dialators to make myself used to the foriegn object penetartion.He was able insert first 2 sizes with ease and very less pain.But i am still scarred to penis penetration.when i said i want to get comfortable witn all size dialators my husband became very frustrated that he has been waiting for 10 yrs and because of my usless fears its going to take forevr to have sec.i love him very much and i want make him happy.but how do i make him understand me fear and that i need little more time to overcome my fear.we both njoy oral sex and i get wet well during foreplay.i am almost 30.If i dont overcome my fear i myself will be breaking my marriage and 10 yrs relation.i am very depressed and not able to concentrate on anything.
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I am with my boy frnd for 10 yrs and we nevr had sex since we decided not to have premarital sex.now we have been married for 3 weeks and i am pushing him away while penetrating. I let finger me one day and i bled considerably.Then i started putting my finger and started getting comfortble with finger.I dont resist much when he puts his finger in my vagina.We have bought vaginal dialators to make myself used to the foriegn object penetartion.He was able insert first 2 sizes with ease and very less pain.But i am still scarred to penis penetration.when i said i want to get comfortable witn all size dialators my husband became very frustrated that he has been waiting for 10 yrs and because of my usless fears its going to take forevr to have sec.i love him very much and i want make him happy.but how do i make him understand me fear and that i need little more time to overcome my fear.we both njoy oral sex and i get wet well during foreplay.i am almost 30.If i dont overcome my fear i myself will be breaking my marriage and 10 yrs relation.i am very depressed and not able to concentrate on anything.
February 22, 2017 - 9:45amThis Comment
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