34, my bf is 23. He treats me in best way that a person could be treated.
I compared from my ex, totally the opposite side. I actually feeling happy everyday with him...I laugh more, smile more than i use to be. But still Im hurting myself by the thought of "I must pull back." I shouldnt completely give all myself to him becuase i might get hurt anytime by this awkward relationship. "I cannot allow myself to get burened by this!!!" I always urgue with myself like a crazy person!!! Its so hurtful !!
Although he alwys confirm me strongly that he is very serious with our relationship and he is not playing around with me and he hope that Im not playing around with him too !!! Well I always find myself stuck and being cornerd by not knowing what else to do or to think about this since its not fair for him if Im being the onlyone who will always being prepared to leave this relationship anytime while he is not, instead that he is giving all of himself to me. But !!! we are women. What if we got dumbed in old age??? And our nature >>> We will stick with the man we loved, thats for sure!! and the fact is, we women could easily got dumbed whenever we give all of ourself to men we loved>> sometimes even without knowing >_
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same issue !!!
34, my bf is 23. He treats me in best way that a person could be treated.
I compared from my ex, totally the opposite side. I actually feeling happy everyday with him...I laugh more, smile more than i use to be. But still Im hurting myself by the thought of "I must pull back." I shouldnt completely give all myself to him becuase i might get hurt anytime by this awkward relationship. "I cannot allow myself to get burened by this!!!" I always urgue with myself like a crazy person!!! Its so hurtful !!
Although he alwys confirm me strongly that he is very serious with our relationship and he is not playing around with me and he hope that Im not playing around with him too !!! Well I always find myself stuck and being cornerd by not knowing what else to do or to think about this since its not fair for him if Im being the onlyone who will always being prepared to leave this relationship anytime while he is not, instead that he is giving all of himself to me. But !!! we are women. What if we got dumbed in old age??? And our nature >>> We will stick with the man we loved, thats for sure!! and the fact is, we women could easily got dumbed whenever we give all of ourself to men we loved>> sometimes even without knowing >_
February 12, 2014 - 9:50pmThis Comment
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