Hello, I know in the back of my mind that I shouldn't be worried. But I am still very stressed, and I don't know why im so stressed this time. But here goes.
Me and my boyfriend had been making out in a hot tub for about an hour. There was no ejaculation or pre cum. We were both in swimsuits, he had compression shorts and swim shorts. And I was wearing a sequin string bikini.
After we were done we decided to go for a boat ride. we both went inside and I dried myself off, but my suit was still damp, and put on sweatpants and a shirt. He completely changed into clothes. Underwear/jeans etc.
Things escalated and I ended up giving him a hand job over his underwear to the point of climax. I was sitting next to him, (only in my bikini) and I felt pre cum over his underwear but didn't feel the ejaculation. He usually has a lot of semen when he ejaculates but this time it wasn't very much. I had moved my hand before it happened so I never felt how much. He got up and used a towel to wipe off, but I wasn't really paying attention. So I assume he wiped off his hands as well. I kind of wiped my hands on the towel too even tho I didn't feel anything wet on my hands. After that I kind of walked around the boat and talked because I'm very scared of getting pregnant so I usually don't engage in anything after he Cums. It was very dark out (1 am) and so I used my phone flashlight for something I don't remeber, and I saw his pants and I only saw a very small wet spot on his jeans. He then told me to come sit on his lap. I said no bc he had cummed, but I ended up anyway. I sat on his lap for a few minutes in a damp bikini, and we starting kissing again. He then pushed me over to the seat where I had given him a handjob (I'm 99% positive there was no semen on the seat though) and rubbed my vagina over my swimsuit bottoms. After that I don't remeber what happened but we didn't engage in any other sexual activities. I might have sat on his lap again, but if I did I had put my sweatpants back on at that point. He adjusted his penis before he rubbed me, but im sure by then any fluids would be dry. And he wiped his hands on his jeans. Also, this was all 2 days after my period had ended. We then went back to the house, and before we went inside he pulled me close (bodies touching) and gave me a kiss. I then went inside and I washed my hands and peed. Why am I worried? I have no clue, but I can't put my mind to rest. I have had gas since the incident, which occurred on Sunday the 12th. Today it is the 21st, and I'm expecting my period on July 2nd. Anyway I read Gas was pregnancy sign, and today I got worried that I was peeing too much but I think it's just paranoia. I've felt a little nauseous but I know it's my anxiety (I get back anxiety attacks) so I know it's anxiety and not morning sickness. The main thing is I've been having cramps on and off, which aren't super painful, more like gas cramps, along with gas. I would just like to have some reassuring that I'm not pregnant. I try to be as safe as I know how when I engage in sexual acts. I have told my friends and they all say to relax and that I'm not pregnant. I am just very scared of getting pregnant because my parents are very strict so it's actually a fear of mine. And I know that if I'm this afraid I shouldn't be engaging in these acts. And me and my boyfriend decided to cut down on handjobs a lot, and if we do them to be extremely cautious. But we still haven't touched each other skin to skin. Any touching has been over clothes. No naked genital to naked genital touching, and no hand to naked genital contact. I think I've explained every corner of my concern. I know I'm overreacting but I just want to be careful. Thank you very much!
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Hello, I know in the back of my mind that I shouldn't be worried. But I am still very stressed, and I don't know why im so stressed this time. But here goes.
June 21, 2016 - 6:38pmMe and my boyfriend had been making out in a hot tub for about an hour. There was no ejaculation or pre cum. We were both in swimsuits, he had compression shorts and swim shorts. And I was wearing a sequin string bikini.
After we were done we decided to go for a boat ride. we both went inside and I dried myself off, but my suit was still damp, and put on sweatpants and a shirt. He completely changed into clothes. Underwear/jeans etc.
Things escalated and I ended up giving him a hand job over his underwear to the point of climax. I was sitting next to him, (only in my bikini) and I felt pre cum over his underwear but didn't feel the ejaculation. He usually has a lot of semen when he ejaculates but this time it wasn't very much. I had moved my hand before it happened so I never felt how much. He got up and used a towel to wipe off, but I wasn't really paying attention. So I assume he wiped off his hands as well. I kind of wiped my hands on the towel too even tho I didn't feel anything wet on my hands. After that I kind of walked around the boat and talked because I'm very scared of getting pregnant so I usually don't engage in anything after he Cums. It was very dark out (1 am) and so I used my phone flashlight for something I don't remeber, and I saw his pants and I only saw a very small wet spot on his jeans. He then told me to come sit on his lap. I said no bc he had cummed, but I ended up anyway. I sat on his lap for a few minutes in a damp bikini, and we starting kissing again. He then pushed me over to the seat where I had given him a handjob (I'm 99% positive there was no semen on the seat though) and rubbed my vagina over my swimsuit bottoms. After that I don't remeber what happened but we didn't engage in any other sexual activities. I might have sat on his lap again, but if I did I had put my sweatpants back on at that point. He adjusted his penis before he rubbed me, but im sure by then any fluids would be dry. And he wiped his hands on his jeans. Also, this was all 2 days after my period had ended. We then went back to the house, and before we went inside he pulled me close (bodies touching) and gave me a kiss. I then went inside and I washed my hands and peed. Why am I worried? I have no clue, but I can't put my mind to rest. I have had gas since the incident, which occurred on Sunday the 12th. Today it is the 21st, and I'm expecting my period on July 2nd. Anyway I read Gas was pregnancy sign, and today I got worried that I was peeing too much but I think it's just paranoia. I've felt a little nauseous but I know it's my anxiety (I get back anxiety attacks) so I know it's anxiety and not morning sickness. The main thing is I've been having cramps on and off, which aren't super painful, more like gas cramps, along with gas. I would just like to have some reassuring that I'm not pregnant. I try to be as safe as I know how when I engage in sexual acts. I have told my friends and they all say to relax and that I'm not pregnant. I am just very scared of getting pregnant because my parents are very strict so it's actually a fear of mine. And I know that if I'm this afraid I shouldn't be engaging in these acts. And me and my boyfriend decided to cut down on handjobs a lot, and if we do them to be extremely cautious. But we still haven't touched each other skin to skin. Any touching has been over clothes. No naked genital to naked genital touching, and no hand to naked genital contact. I think I've explained every corner of my concern. I know I'm overreacting but I just want to be careful. Thank you very much!
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