I'm literally crying reading this... It feels so much better knowing I'm not the only one... My bf and I have been together for 2 years now... Sex was HUGE our first year and most of this... But up until I was forced to move in cause I was kicked out... It's like he wants nothing to do with me. I've talked to him about it again and again, but nothing changes. I'm a very intimate person... I thought he was too, but lately it's been nothing... I've heard all the excuses "I don't feel good" "I'm tired" "I have stuff to do" he even went as far as to say he was scared, but never elaborated why... He said before he doesn't feel attractive even though I tell him he is 100 times a day, and I truly think he is... But it's been 4 months since I've moved in and we've had sex like 3 times, and only actually finished once... and he's been basically pushing me away every turn, and talking to other girls on sites and keeping secrets... I feel horrifically fat and ugly and gross and unworthy and I don't know how to explain this to him... My depression has come back full force because I'm scared he's going to leave me for someone more sexually appealing... I don't know what to do or fix it... talking to him isn't helping...
He sleeps naked... and last night he actually was pushing his hips up against me while we were spooning... if I had not been wearing pants, that basically would've been sex right there... But while he's conscious, he wants virtually nothing to do with me intimately. He'd rather watch youtube videos of people shooting guns and building houses and forging swords than cuddle with me... and he'd rather go out with friends and talk to girls than spend time with me...
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I'm literally crying reading this... It feels so much better knowing I'm not the only one... My bf and I have been together for 2 years now... Sex was HUGE our first year and most of this... But up until I was forced to move in cause I was kicked out... It's like he wants nothing to do with me. I've talked to him about it again and again, but nothing changes. I'm a very intimate person... I thought he was too, but lately it's been nothing... I've heard all the excuses "I don't feel good" "I'm tired" "I have stuff to do" he even went as far as to say he was scared, but never elaborated why... He said before he doesn't feel attractive even though I tell him he is 100 times a day, and I truly think he is... But it's been 4 months since I've moved in and we've had sex like 3 times, and only actually finished once... and he's been basically pushing me away every turn, and talking to other girls on sites and keeping secrets... I feel horrifically fat and ugly and gross and unworthy and I don't know how to explain this to him... My depression has come back full force because I'm scared he's going to leave me for someone more sexually appealing... I don't know what to do or fix it... talking to him isn't helping...
He sleeps naked... and last night he actually was pushing his hips up against me while we were spooning... if I had not been wearing pants, that basically would've been sex right there... But while he's conscious, he wants virtually nothing to do with me intimately. He'd rather watch youtube videos of people shooting guns and building houses and forging swords than cuddle with me... and he'd rather go out with friends and talk to girls than spend time with me...
April 17, 2015 - 12:59pmThis Comment
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