Thanks Susan : I found its very hard to leave him when I still love him with all my heart. When he told me he is sorry & the things he did cause from Testosterone , he wasnt himself...Thats make my knees weak.
I wish I could find the way to hurt him like he did to me , but I dont think I can. I forgive him and pretend like nothing happen just because I can't stand he not being in my life. Sometimes He make me so mad I wanna push him onto incoming traffic, But then I realize I'd kill myself trying to save him.
Do you think I should try to talk to him about stop using testosterone or maybe just less amount??
I trying so hard to fight for our marriage & I will do whatever it take. I know I sound like a n despaete or idiot wife but I really dont know how can i cope without him in my life.
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Thanks Susan : I found its very hard to leave him when I still love him with all my heart. When he told me he is sorry & the things he did cause from Testosterone , he wasnt himself...Thats make my knees weak.
January 3, 2010 - 12:46amI wish I could find the way to hurt him like he did to me , but I dont think I can. I forgive him and pretend like nothing happen just because I can't stand he not being in my life. Sometimes He make me so mad I wanna push him onto incoming traffic, But then I realize I'd kill myself trying to save him.
Do you think I should try to talk to him about stop using testosterone or maybe just less amount??
I trying so hard to fight for our marriage & I will do whatever it take. I know I sound like a n despaete or idiot wife but I really dont know how can i cope without him in my life.
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