I have been with my boyfriend and am finding posts like these that'll help me overcome what I'm going through. We were great in the beginning having sex a lot. He is 37 years old and I am 24 years old. He has a daughter who is 13 years old and I have a son who is nearly 3. After a year of being together we got pregnant with our little girl. We broke up numerous times. We had sex until I was 6 months pregnant and had a scare. After that we stopped having sex for the rest of my pregnancy. He is stressed from the business and has been taking medications. Our daughter is now two months old and we still haven't had sex. I talked to him about it and he said he was waiting for me to recover from the birth. Every night when we go to sleep he makes a little bed in between us on our queen sized bed for our daughter. HE said that we would move the bed towards the wall so she could sleep on the end and we could sleep together. It's now been a week since we had that talk and haven't done that. I am getting sexually frustrated and feel that I don't attract him. I feel I'm undesirable. Every night I am hoping that it will be the night and what breaks me is at bed time he makes the bed in the middle again. I am beginning to be depressed about myself and am angry with him. I am starting to hold back with my emotions now and don't know if I'm just being selfish. I want to make plans to leave and go have some fun on my own to buy a battery operated toy. All the income I get usually has to go to bills and have no money in the end throughout the week all the money he gets he spends and gives 10-15 everyday to his daughter for spending. She has called me names behind my back I seen this through her chat logs. I then started feeling differently about her. I want to run away since I'm feeling very unhappy. I think at times that I am going to leave him and find someone who wants me sexually. I love him a lot but feel that he is beginning to control me and is witholding sex from me. Should I wait? For how long? He is always out on taxi trips even out of town trips. I am at home with the kids doing my job. When I have tried to leave he has said he'd miss his daughter too much if I were to take her away. He stops me from taking her. And when I do stay he doesn't last an hour of taking care of her on his own he ends up getting angry. Does he know that he has full control of me What should I do I want SEX just the intimacy between us is what I miss. HE is always sick, tired, busy, or unshowered what do I think....desperately wanting to get laid...is it wrong? Email me @ [email protected] to tell me your input on my situation please
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I have been with my boyfriend and am finding posts like these that'll help me overcome what I'm going through. We were great in the beginning having sex a lot. He is 37 years old and I am 24 years old. He has a daughter who is 13 years old and I have a son who is nearly 3. After a year of being together we got pregnant with our little girl. We broke up numerous times. We had sex until I was 6 months pregnant and had a scare. After that we stopped having sex for the rest of my pregnancy. He is stressed from the business and has been taking medications. Our daughter is now two months old and we still haven't had sex. I talked to him about it and he said he was waiting for me to recover from the birth. Every night when we go to sleep he makes a little bed in between us on our queen sized bed for our daughter. HE said that we would move the bed towards the wall so she could sleep on the end and we could sleep together. It's now been a week since we had that talk and haven't done that. I am getting sexually frustrated and feel that I don't attract him. I feel I'm undesirable. Every night I am hoping that it will be the night and what breaks me is at bed time he makes the bed in the middle again. I am beginning to be depressed about myself and am angry with him. I am starting to hold back with my emotions now and don't know if I'm just being selfish. I want to make plans to leave and go have some fun on my own to buy a battery operated toy. All the income I get usually has to go to bills and have no money in the end throughout the week all the money he gets he spends and gives 10-15 everyday to his daughter for spending. She has called me names behind my back I seen this through her chat logs. I then started feeling differently about her. I want to run away since I'm feeling very unhappy. I think at times that I am going to leave him and find someone who wants me sexually. I love him a lot but feel that he is beginning to control me and is witholding sex from me. Should I wait? For how long? He is always out on taxi trips even out of town trips. I am at home with the kids doing my job. When I have tried to leave he has said he'd miss his daughter too much if I were to take her away. He stops me from taking her. And when I do stay he doesn't last an hour of taking care of her on his own he ends up getting angry. Does he know that he has full control of me What should I do I want SEX just the intimacy between us is what I miss. HE is always sick, tired, busy, or unshowered what do I think....desperately wanting to get laid...is it wrong? Email me @ [email protected] to tell me your input on my situation please
April 9, 2010 - 8:11amThis Comment
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