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Your life sounds like mine, I had a nervous breakdown. Now it's worse. I can't work and he has to spend his money on me. His budget. I am so confused. My husband has the world fooled. He says I am abusive to him omg. Now it's my depression. His children no longer speak to me. I asked him about it. Thinking if I have done something, I can repair it. Keep the family blended. In short. He can't recall why he said they are nervous around me. He is sorry am still hurt by this, sorry he said it. And I need to get past this for his family. His family!?? Omg . I thought we had 5 kids blended. I stopped contact with " the boys" because I felt such shame, and fear I had hurt them. Now my husband has said it was in an argument. It wasn't. I am so confused. One time I was sharing my feelings...he replied why are you trying to change my mind?. 7 years of marriage and I hear this. Or now it's why are you trying to convince me? I guess I am trying to express feelings so he understands. If I say you are being such an ahole. I am abusive. Pray for me.