My husband has admitted (after a lightbulb went off in my head today) and agreed with me to having an "affair" with another personality. The last 9 out of 10 times we have been fully physically intimate I am under the influence of alcohol and play an active role as initiator and sexual partner). I also have sensory integration disorder and Aspergers' traits so I normally (soberly) have issues wtih being touched if a long time goes by that I am not touched by my husband (in any way .. hugs, simple gestures like stroking my hair etc). I am a childhood sexual abuse and other intense emotional trauma survivor and have literal YEARS that I am unable to remember from childhood up until the last few years (I am in my mid 40's now). My main writing is to get any feedback with this realization that my husband is having an affair with another "me" .. I know that counseling will be out of the question but would appreciate any remarks. Thank you so much.
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My husband has admitted (after a lightbulb went off in my head today) and agreed with me to having an "affair" with another personality. The last 9 out of 10 times we have been fully physically intimate I am under the influence of alcohol and play an active role as initiator and sexual partner). I also have sensory integration disorder and Aspergers' traits so I normally (soberly) have issues wtih being touched if a long time goes by that I am not touched by my husband (in any way .. hugs, simple gestures like stroking my hair etc). I am a childhood sexual abuse and other intense emotional trauma survivor and have literal YEARS that I am unable to remember from childhood up until the last few years (I am in my mid 40's now). My main writing is to get any feedback with this realization that my husband is having an affair with another "me" .. I know that counseling will be out of the question but would appreciate any remarks. Thank you so much.
March 2, 2011 - 1:37pmThis Comment
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