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I feel the same way you do. Together for 4 years, married for 2 this coming November 2016. We didn't have sex on our Honeymoon....at all! We don't have sex on our long weekends, or when we take trips out of town. He masturbates all the time to woman who look nothing like me, but he's always too tired to have sex with me. I can have sex every day, but I wouldn't even dare ask him for it that often. When I am literally begging for sex, he just doesn't care, and claims I just want sex more than him. If we happen to have sex once a month, he always looks away, he never kisses me and just lays there. I am ready to leave him last week. I love the man he is, but I hate the husband that he is. I am so hurt, that I feel numb to everything. It has consumed me, and I feel like I'm less than a mother, and a wife because I just don't have the energy to be happy. I'm so frustrated, I feel this post is even confusing because I'm just crying and typing, crying and typing, not spell checking, not caring about anything. How can my husband love me, when I don't even feel like he likes me. I hate myself, and starting to hate hi, too.