Hi Christine...
i feel like writing to you only now.. in the end it turned out it was a chemical pregnancy. i kind of totally deleted it out of my mind but now it's back and it's really confusing to cope with it sometimes.
I don't even know how to talk about it with my partner.
the thing that hurts me the most sometimes is that the people i tried to talk to were like: "oh but it was just a chemical pregnancy", like if i wasn't really pregnant and my loss was not real. But i still can't help thinking that i actually had a baby inside of me. This was the first conception of my life, or at least the first i was aware of.
It's been a week i decided to deal with this thing and i just can't snap out of it..
thank you for listening,
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Hi Christine...
i feel like writing to you only now.. in the end it turned out it was a chemical pregnancy. i kind of totally deleted it out of my mind but now it's back and it's really confusing to cope with it sometimes.
I don't even know how to talk about it with my partner.
the thing that hurts me the most sometimes is that the people i tried to talk to were like: "oh but it was just a chemical pregnancy", like if i wasn't really pregnant and my loss was not real. But i still can't help thinking that i actually had a baby inside of me. This was the first conception of my life, or at least the first i was aware of.
It's been a week i decided to deal with this thing and i just can't snap out of it..
thank you for listening,
Mena
August 24, 2010 - 2:43amThis Comment
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