It took me ten years to finally admit I should not do too much nor push myself even if I feel better. I then experienced two years where I felt at peace with myself and accepting of where I was. I then attempted working just 10-20 hrs a week. I even improved a little in movement after physio. However I fully relapsed after 6 months back to heaviness and bedridden unable to care for myself. My children looked after me. I am not bedridden now 3 yrs after that lesson. But alot of hope is sapped from me. I am only 48 but eighty year olds often have more ability or about the same ability as me. I'm trying to write, I love the computer. So glad there is something. Wish I could organize myself some healthy meals. That is a bit spasmodic. So... 15 yrs and what have we done??
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It took me ten years to finally admit I should not do too much nor push myself even if I feel better. I then experienced two years where I felt at peace with myself and accepting of where I was. I then attempted working just 10-20 hrs a week. I even improved a little in movement after physio. However I fully relapsed after 6 months back to heaviness and bedridden unable to care for myself. My children looked after me. I am not bedridden now 3 yrs after that lesson. But alot of hope is sapped from me. I am only 48 but eighty year olds often have more ability or about the same ability as me. I'm trying to write, I love the computer. So glad there is something. Wish I could organize myself some healthy meals. That is a bit spasmodic. So... 15 yrs and what have we done??
July 26, 2010 - 5:27pmThis Comment
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