Believe me i know how you feel!!! I wrote the one that starts with "holy crap". Its a horrible feeling!!! And i dont understand it. ...at least you and yours have sex...while i was pregnant i was lucky if we had it once every 4-6weeks...and i wanted it like EVERY day thrre times a day!!! After thr baby the first time was like 4 months later and only because i begged for it. Then over two months later....that one he actually came home from working a double shift on the police department and said "lets go upstairs" i nearly fell out of my chair i couldn't believe what i was hearing!!! I want it all the time but he's always full of excuses "im not in the mood" "i never think about sex" "im tired" . and even when we have it theres no romance or sweet foreplay its traight to the action....i mean j guess i shouldn't complain at least theres that...
He used kik messenger and god knows what else... Craigslist....he got a hidden emil address that i havent figured out the name to yet that hes using..only cuz i found all the other ones he used. So he created a new one and keeps it hidden. He'll only use it at work or when he's certain that im not around. He logs ingo it all the time under a 'private' screen on his iphone. And on his iphone and ipad hes got tons and tons of porn and hookup websites visited, most gay. A couple weeks ago he had screenshots on his phone of craigslist ads for married men looking for hookups. Once i found a pic of another dudes junk on his phone. I found pics of his all the time and he would claim that theyre all old pics that keep coming back when his phone updates. A couple months ago i made a fake email address and posted a fake ad on craigslist for a tranny looking for a "dom" since thats what he seems to look for the most...sure enough the next morning while he was on duty he replied with pics and all!!!! I packed up my car with some clothes and toys for the baby and left that day with no intention of coming back. When i confronted him he claimed once again it wasnt him that someone got ahold of his pics and was posting it. Ugghhhh. I just want the lying to stop!!!!! ....okay so really i want all this shit to stop....but that's never going to.happen. i ended up giving in and coming back the next day because the baby could tell things werent right and just kept crying all day and night. I dont have the physical or emotional strength to deal with that right now. So i pretend
Every day..that im alright. Its exhausting. But im doing it because i hope for now at least its the best thing for the baby.
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Believe me i know how you feel!!! I wrote the one that starts with "holy crap". Its a horrible feeling!!! And i dont understand it. ...at least you and yours have sex...while i was pregnant i was lucky if we had it once every 4-6weeks...and i wanted it like EVERY day thrre times a day!!! After thr baby the first time was like 4 months later and only because i begged for it. Then over two months later....that one he actually came home from working a double shift on the police department and said "lets go upstairs" i nearly fell out of my chair i couldn't believe what i was hearing!!! I want it all the time but he's always full of excuses "im not in the mood" "i never think about sex" "im tired" . and even when we have it theres no romance or sweet foreplay its traight to the action....i mean j guess i shouldn't complain at least theres that...
November 25, 2014 - 10:34amHe used kik messenger and god knows what else... Craigslist....he got a hidden emil address that i havent figured out the name to yet that hes using..only cuz i found all the other ones he used. So he created a new one and keeps it hidden. He'll only use it at work or when he's certain that im not around. He logs ingo it all the time under a 'private' screen on his iphone. And on his iphone and ipad hes got tons and tons of porn and hookup websites visited, most gay. A couple weeks ago he had screenshots on his phone of craigslist ads for married men looking for hookups. Once i found a pic of another dudes junk on his phone. I found pics of his all the time and he would claim that theyre all old pics that keep coming back when his phone updates. A couple months ago i made a fake email address and posted a fake ad on craigslist for a tranny looking for a "dom" since thats what he seems to look for the most...sure enough the next morning while he was on duty he replied with pics and all!!!! I packed up my car with some clothes and toys for the baby and left that day with no intention of coming back. When i confronted him he claimed once again it wasnt him that someone got ahold of his pics and was posting it. Ugghhhh. I just want the lying to stop!!!!! ....okay so really i want all this shit to stop....but that's never going to.happen. i ended up giving in and coming back the next day because the baby could tell things werent right and just kept crying all day and night. I dont have the physical or emotional strength to deal with that right now. So i pretend
Every day..that im alright. Its exhausting. But im doing it because i hope for now at least its the best thing for the baby.
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