Agree. 100%..theres no easy answer. My brain says get the "f" out now amd get far far away... but my heart doesnt want to leave. I love him..or.at least the person i thought he was... But he'll always be my sons father and how can i deny my son that?? I grew up in domestic abuse and divorced parents and swore i would NEVER put my children through any situation like that. Yet here we are.
He acts like nothing is wrong and still denies everything. I hardly believe a word that comes out of his mouth now..He's cheated on me our whole relationship, even if nothing physical actually happened (and i pray for health sake.that nothing ever did) the intent, the conversations...all that is cheating. And with guys!!! And lying about it!!! Ugghhhhhhh!!! It makes me sick to my stomach. The amount of things ive discovered and read that hes written to all these people.... Talk about post partum depression...times a hundred becAuse of all this crap!!!
How can we have a relationship with all these secrets and lies? I have literally begged him numerous times to be honest with me about it. I dont like it but at least if hes honest then i can consider forgiveness...until then its just another web of lies. How can he swear he loves me and do all this to me?? That's not love.
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Agree. 100%..theres no easy answer. My brain says get the "f" out now amd get far far away... but my heart doesnt want to leave. I love him..or.at least the person i thought he was... But he'll always be my sons father and how can i deny my son that?? I grew up in domestic abuse and divorced parents and swore i would NEVER put my children through any situation like that. Yet here we are.
November 25, 2014 - 11:02amHe acts like nothing is wrong and still denies everything. I hardly believe a word that comes out of his mouth now..He's cheated on me our whole relationship, even if nothing physical actually happened (and i pray for health sake.that nothing ever did) the intent, the conversations...all that is cheating. And with guys!!! And lying about it!!! Ugghhhhhhh!!! It makes me sick to my stomach. The amount of things ive discovered and read that hes written to all these people.... Talk about post partum depression...times a hundred becAuse of all this crap!!!
How can we have a relationship with all these secrets and lies? I have literally begged him numerous times to be honest with me about it. I dont like it but at least if hes honest then i can consider forgiveness...until then its just another web of lies. How can he swear he loves me and do all this to me?? That's not love.
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