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You were right about everything Susan. We stayed together just four months, but that four months was the worst experience of my life. The sex never improved, but got more aggressive and in that four months, never had an orgasm....he knew I was a virgin the first time, but I soon found out...he had zero respect for women. The belittling got worse until I felt like nothing. Then I found out later he had been cheating on me. He is the type of man that every woman fears getting involved with and he turned out to be my first boyfriend. First man I had slept with...and the one I forever have to remember. it was a traumatizing experience, but I'm out of it now. I feel i've become bitter since then...I trust no man and haven't been in a relationship since. I don't even know where to go from here...nearly a year later, I still can't seem to stop feeingl hate and anger at the things he had done and said to me. Many people told me something was wrong in the relationship...but having never dated anyone in 28 years, I think I was just vying for any attention I could get. But it cost...it cost a lot. I've learned my lesson in the worst possible way. I'll be heading into my 30th year soon and I sometimes wonder if maybe not every woman is meant to receive love from a man.

December 22, 2012 - 6:17pm

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