In the last 6 months or so, I have felt sad and hopeless all of the time. It is hard to get out of bed and do what I need to do every day. I feel as if I have no future and I cry all of the time. I try to talk to people about it, but they just say I am being ridiculous. I just don't even know what to do anymore. I am in school to become a psychologist, and they have strong encouraged us to avoid seeking help- too many of the people in our area are potential coworkers or supervisors. I am at my wits end and this weekend, I definitely thought of how things would be if I was no longer here. I just don't know what to do.