there .s any new hope to destroy this bipolar disorder all medications will kill me all with abad side effects ?

Hi Loutfy,

Unfortunately all medications have side effects--some are worse than others but  although rather unpleasant, these side effects will not kill you.  If you are not satisfied with your medications or you feel like they make you feel worse than you did to begin with, please speak with your doctor about possibly changing some of them or the dosage prescribed.

Good Luck,

Rosa