U bulimia started iny early 20s i now going on54! I feel I have not had a moments respite and want to finally find some peace within myself. Can u help by askinge some questions to try and untangle where this all startedPLEASE

Susan. Thank u my username is mila. By way of talking to u people I am using this asy therapy things like rejection mot feeling special to anybody spiteful etc. I guess it all started when I left home to study languages abroad. I wasn't particularly interested in study but it was a means of getting away from family. ? I found a bedsit and bece anorexic. When I returned home of course I felt my parents were more proud of me coz of lost weight and she actually paide some attention. I had admirers and felt euphoric. It was when I moved away to London and had to fend for.myself that I discovered bulimia. I got into relationships with the wrong people and always hankered for home andissed my parents but I couldn't let on that I was desperately unhappy and they never said to come home either. I'll have to stop there for now. Got things to do. Feel free to probe and ask questions as a therapist does. So u can get an honest picture of who I am. I keep busy but noatter what o do or where I am I feel tormented