For for past 3 years, I feel my life has gotten totally out of control. My husband almost died twice in '08, my grand daughter came to live with us and brought all her baggage with her, emotional baggage since being rejected by her father, our son. My oldest brother passed away from a massive stroke a month before my grand daughter moved in so I felt I never had a chance to grieve for him since being thrown into mommy mode. I had generalized anxiety before all these things happened but since, I can't relax, always feel on edge and now get palpitations and have high blood pressure. I get so tired. I wake up tired dreading to face another day of dealing with feeling on edge. My birthday is tomorrow and I don't even care. What em I to do. I can't go on living like this, afraid to drive alone and yet afraid to go off on a trip because I won't be home. I am hopeless!
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