FROM MY BLOG, "TO MOTHERHOOD AND BEYOND"...
I am less than two weeks away from going into a probationary period. If, when I enter that period, I don't do anything actively about it (which includes paying extra money to the national certifying body for PAs, and logging 100 hours of continuing education credits) I will lose my active Physician Assistant certification. I will no longer be able to claim myself as being a "PA-C". I suppose, I will always be able to claim myself as a non certified Physician Assistant. After all, education is something that no arbitrary time line or lack of meeting requirements can take away from a person. But the fact is, this rapidly looming occurrence is about to happen, not by accident, but by choice. I haven't worked as a PA in almost four years. Prior to that, I spent five years rotating in and out of five different PA jobs...struggling to find a fit for myself in the world of medicine. Not having found that right fit, and half way through my second of three pregnancies, I decided to put my work as a PA "on hold." That was four years ago this summer. My PA work is still on hold. The further away from the medical field I became, the more my devotion to staying home with my kids became. But it wasn't just the SAHM thing that further encouraged my choice to table my pre-children career. It was what I saw happening within the medical field: Our medical system, in the past 30 or so years, has moved into a situation in which money inconsistently dictates quality and depth of patient care. In the worst of ways, the bottom line has prompted doctors visits to be scheduled on a fifteen-minute basis, and if you see a health care provider in a setting such as an urgent care center, that number of minutes may even be less. Some health care systems dangle incentives in front of their providers--encouraging doctors, PAs and nurse practitioners to see more patients in less time than ever before. The more patients pumped through a clinic in a day...the more health insurance reimbursement for the clinic...the more $$$ for the health care providers. At one of the clinics in which I worked, it was not uncommon for us to see 60 patients in a single day. 60! (That's 7.5 patients/hour...an average of 8 minutes per patient) In other ways, we are far too free with the expenditure of health care related dollars--other peoples' dollars, that is. In a culture where excess is our collective middle name, we order CT scans, MRI's, sleep studies, EKGs, EMGs, VQ scans, blood pH tests, endoscopies, laparoscopies, x-rays and ultrasounds...JUST BECAUSE WE CAN. Oh--and because, should there EVER be a lawsuit related to that particular patient on that particular day, we will have covered our you-know-whats. And don't get me started on the pharmaceutical industry. Oh my, the drug rep.-sponsored dinners, lunches, golf outings, wine tasting evenings... would make your head spin! And guess what? Somehow, somewhere all of those dinners and lunches have to be paid for. Ever wonder why prescription medication costs so much if you don't have health insurance? So, what does any of this have to do with motherhood, or being a writer? It has to do with the fact that, as a mom, I need to put my money where my mouth is. In this case: I'm putting my mouth were my money is not. And that's in the bank. Having chose, mid stream, to change career paths from being a surgical, emergency room and urgent care facility PA, to being a stay-at-home mom, childbirth educator and writer, means I'm earning a hell of a lot less money than I could have been, had I stayed in the health care biz. Believe me: it's pennies on the dollar. But when I look at--I mean really look at the prevailing attitude that SO MANY health care workers have toward their patients, and the surrounding systems that promote those attitudes (health care insurance, medical malpractice, etc.) I see a system that is so incredibly broken--one I can't presently see myself participating in. Take pregnancy, for example: The way our system stands now (mind you, I'm talking about the allopathic, western-medicine philosophy of doing things) we treat pregnancy as a disease and childbirth as an emergency. And 90 + percent of the time, this is NOT the case. But we health care providers, who are trained to intervene and fix people's illnesses, don't know what else to do. So we fall into the trap of assuming almost everybody has something wrong with them--even if it's the parent of the child brought in for some ambiguous, unquantifiable symptom. So we order tons of (expensive) tests, get the patient out the door in fifteen minutes or less, and move on to whomever's behind the door in room number two. My children, at some point, will figure out that this is my opinion. And I can't risk looking like a hypocrite in their eyes. I can't talk the talk if I'm not willing to walk the walk. So I have, for most intensive purposes, hung up my stethoscope and put away my lab coat. I have, instead, supplied myself with baby and pelvis models, posters of pregnant bellies, and armed myself with a lap top computer and a good thesaurus. And I teach and write--realizing little financial gain for my efforts, but feeling a hell of a lot more satisfied with my career choices. This all is not to say I will never, ever work as a PA again. I may, just yet, find the right fit for myself, in a place where everyone cares about the true well-being of each and every patient that walks through the door as me. But until I regain enough courage to look for that potential opportunity, I'm happy with what I'm doing right now. I am part teacher, part writer, mostly mother. What choices are you making in your career life? Are you really, truly happy doing what you're doing?
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Kristin and Tina,
First of all - I DO want to reiterate, there still do exist some fantastic health care providers out there. Some are MD's some "Mid Level" practitioners like PAs and Nurse Practitioners.
In my own experience, I did end up finding that, in general, of the three naturopathic doctors we worked with (out of the 12 healthcare providers, total, during our son's 2 + years of unexplained diarrhea), they tended to spend MUCH more time listening, asking questions, and taking into account things like: parents opinions, parents intuition, social ramifications of the presenting problem, etc.
The down side of seeing a naturopath can sometimes be the oodles of supplements they may want to throw your way. As a family of five - three of which are now just five-years-old and under, it quickly became difficult for me to keep up with the various supplements, tinctures, etc. that had been recommended to us. But, it's also ok to let ANY health care provider know how much you can, and can't take on, in the way of treatments.
As for the remainder of your questions: what can WE do...My answer: Don't be affraid, shy, nervous, apprehensive about advocating for yourself and your family! Be willing to be the squeaky wheel. Be willing to ask questions. Be willing to reserach on your own. Be willing to educate yourself. Insist that YOU are your own, and your childrens' Primary Care Provider...for you really are. Our doctors, nurses, and PAs should simply be our guides in providing excellent health care for ourselves and our families.
June 20, 2008 - 10:21pmKimmelin Hull, PA, LCCE
author of A Dozen Invisible Pieces and Other Confessions of Motherhood
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These are the kinds of things that I think many patients suspect, but never actually hear or know. You've helped shed some light on the situation. And I agree with you. One must work from the perspective of integrity and nothing less is acceptable. Kudos to you for taking a stand. And I guess Kristin and I share the same question... Where can we go for alternatives? Thanks again for your wonderful post.
June 18, 2008 - 9:36pmThis Comment
Great post. How courageous of you to take a stand and speak out. As a mom responsible for working myself and my three children through the health care system, a lot of what you wrote is what I've experienced from the patient side -- interesting to hear this from a provider's perspective.
What do you think is the answer? What would fix this system?
Warmly,
Kristin
Kristin Davis
June 18, 2008 - 9:28pmThis Comment