WOW! And thank you very very much Susan , you are a very smart woman and I appreciate this very much, as you know I am new to this website and I love it already, I really dont have anyone to talk to and get answers from. So yes to your question this is the same guy ;( I know I know....I love him so so much and Im not to sure this man is someone that I should even be with, beleive me he is great in all aspects but this Idk I see myself making excuses for him and I know better than that you know, Well he was in prison for over 10 years and apparently did it in there thats where it came from but I cant help but wonder ifhe wasnt on parole then would it be more often?? Thats scacy something I never want in my life ever ever again you know since I have come so far. Anyhow I know that people could change and I dont know what to think anymore you know cause he is strong enough to only do it when he can. so that has to say something right? And about the question on his sex drive? does it bring it down? Or is it me? Im sure you seen my other post about him being weird and not having sex with me as often adn THANK YOU VERY VERY MUCH I will never Go back to that old life!!

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hello susan, well yeah im in counseling and addiction group class.I do know my tiggers and i try to stay clear from those people places and things. I think alot of me having cravings is because of boredom. I'm currently on house arrest and the only place i can go is to school which im trying to get my ged and to the groups. I live in owings mills maryland so its hard to find any n.a meetings. But i really trully thank you for the response.

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