I want to talk about church
I am a christian, and hence when I became very ill in 2004 I seemed to lose my place of worship and have not been able to overcome it. It is like passion is gone and i want to build it up again but when I enter church I become so sensitive and begin crying and my emotions just take over. The songs are beautiful and I want to sing them but it begins to hit the heart strings and it is like at that moment that I am falling apart or something I cannot explain why this is happening. You know I love the Lord with all my heart and I do a lot of personal bible study for personal growth. And it became a little worse after having a premature baby. My emotions a running wild and I want it to stop, and I don't know how to control it. I have tried meditation but I am feeling so wearisome to enter church because I do not know what my feelings are going to do. What should I do? Do you have any suggestions?