Hello walking dead,
Please do not do this we are here to help and others can help you as well. Call the National Suicide Hotline it's available 24/7 call 1-800-273-8255 or call 911.
Here are suicide resources:
National Suicide Prevention Lifeline: www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org (800) 273-8255 (TALK), or (888) 628-9454 (en Espanol)
Crisis counseling: (800) 999-9999 or Google: International Suicide Helpline Numbers.
Contact any and all of them for assistance. Contact emergency services (911 in the USA) in a low point if you feel you may do harm to yourself.
Here is some information on depression you may find helpful as well: http://www.empowher.com/condition/depression
You may want to sign up, and share your story:
What part of the county are you in so we can help you find additional resources in your area?
Please let me know we can help you.