November 30, 2010 - 12:21pm
I am a 29 year young mother of two beautiful girls, 9 and 8. I recently had my tubes burned, becaused I suffered some severe physical and emotional abuse from my ex-husband. Due to my long string of relationships with abusive men, I didn't want to risk having a child again with another horrible man. Let me say that I love my children more than anything in the world! I never thought I would find a man worth having a child with, didn't believe they existed. I met the most wonderful man in the world last Christmas. He respects me, and treats my children and me the way we should be treated. He wants to marry me, and be a father to my children. Lately, this overwhelming feeling of guilt and misery has been looming over me. I realized I could never give this man a child. He says it doesn't bother him, but I think he just doesn't want me to hurt. I can't afford the procedures to fix what I have done, so I just pray that it will happen naturally. Reading other posts, I noticed it isn't as crazy as I thought to think this could happen. Any thoughts???????