Time To Quit Breastfeeding
Still, it is a hard thing to not give your child, any age, something that they want. It is particularly hard when that child is just 12 months old and stares adoringly at you while he drinks. His tiny hand placed comfortably on your breast. His happy smile when he takes a break from drinking. The soft humming sounds that he makes, telling you that he is content. The feeling of knowing that you give him something that no one else can. I think that is what I will miss the most about breastfeeding.
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Very moving. I am in the process of weaning my little girl of the breast and it is both liberating and heartbreaking all at once.
I have a 2 1/2 year old son, and I can relate to your story--not from the breastfeeding perspective anymore--but, from your sentiment, "...the feeling of knowing that you give him something that no one else can." I have that feeling every week, and almost every day, because as my son grows older, I can see in his eyes and his smile the bond that we share. My husband and I are the center of his world; we are his favorite playmates, and he chooses to be with us over anyone else (most of the time). I think this is such a special time, as it will not always be this way (and, nor should it!). It's a nice change of pace from the baby-stage, where THEY were the center of their world, and didn't know anyone else existed (literally!)
Just wanted you to know, you will have that feeling again, and dare I say, it may be even a better and stronger feeling. Really! It feels better, because it's not about the most basic survival need (to eat), but it is from a choice to laugh and play together. In other words: it won't be about your boob (ha ha), but about you--a funny joke you share, a silly face you make at each other, a secret dance or song you play when no one else is there--all of these things are gifts and special moments that exponentially surpass the special bond of feeding. It just keeps getting better and better.
Thank you for posting - all of you. I have just recently quit breatfeeding my son and have found myself crying every night when i get home since his last feeding a few days ago. I have had to make the decision to stop bf earlier than I had initially planned on. I feel like I'm giving up something so special, something i may never experience again. I have actually been continuing to pump some in order to hold on to that option to start up again. I miss that special time with him. It's almost like a time of meditation or retreat from the world. But in the midst of my sadness and indecision, it's so good to be reminded that bonding will continue on in other ways... I guess i haven't really been thinking that far ahead, haha- I've been so focused on the present. Anyway, thanks again for posting. I know I should be thankful for the time I've had breastfeeding and look forward to all the new experiences we have ahead!
Thank you so much for voicing what I was feeling for so long - I am still BF my third son (he is 9 months). I was very excited and ready to wean my second but I can already tell that weaning the third will be very emotional for me - because I know for sure he is my last child. He never took bottles but has recently started drinking formula from a sippy cup and I am down to 3 nursings a day - and on one hand I DO look forward to the day that I will be free of the nursing bras etc but part of me is very sad. He is growing up and although that is wonderful it is bitter sweet for Mommy!