While having an MRI for pain in my arm (felt like I broke my bone), radiologists noticed abnormality in left breast. Mammogram showed suspicious abnormality and I am currently waiting to have breast MRI done out of state. Local Doctors canceled ulta sound after mammogram (said not neccessary now). No one will say the word "cancer" but all keep apologizing for having to tell me "the bad news". Also blood test came back with high granulocyte count (76.5). The waiting through all these tests are unbearable when no one seems to be clear on what is going on here (or they don't want to say). I want to educate myself before I would have to make any decisions but I don't want to pour all my time into something that may be nothing. However, there attitudes leave me to believe we may be looking at a malignancy here. Being told they can not treat me in this area is scary enough, but not being told in a clear cut way what is going on is leaving me to research this myself. Looking at breast films is scary when you don't know what your really looking for (I have them to take to my breast MRI). Any thoughts or experiences would be greatly appreciated.