i I am being treated for major depression with psycotic features, degenerative disc disease, bulging disc at L4-L5, I am also being treated for narcolepsy, COPD, asthma. I have a very low self esteem which I'm trying to overcome-I read a lot of books on spirituality,especially books by the author,DeepakChopra. I have only one friend, mainly because I prefer to stay home and keepto myself-I've always been this way ever since I was a child.I also take care of my 89 year old Mother-she lives at a n assisted living facility and I manage her meds, finannces, etc, because she has demention.