I thought i was dealing with my miscarriage [Feb.25th, 2009] alright but then i just got the wind knocked out of me last night. My cousin [younger then me] told me was was pregnant ... im now loosing it! Im always crying, im mad, frustrated, jealous, angry. I feel like my chest is caving , like a panic attack or something. Im why did i loose my baby!!!! I feel like god is dangling things in my face, like "ill give you a baby then take it away but your cousin can have her baby" I just want to scream! Im in a way better place for a child, im in a long safe relationship we both work full time good jobs. WHY?!?!? How do i be happy for her when im so sad? Please someone who has dealt with this....tell me what to do???