I didnt lose my virginity until i was 20 years old. Before that i had experimented and had a few orgasms (i think!) through clitoral stimulous. i've had a few sexual partners since my first and all have been great people but i never feel sexually aroused, i really dont care! Unless i'm drunk then i dont bother atall with trying to make the first move. But my current boyfriend (who i love so much and would marry if he asked me) wants to have sex regularaly which is understandable. I feel silly initiating sex...mostly because i've not done it that much, but also because i never feel interested! When we do have sex i always fake orgasms unless its oral..and even then it takes a while! but he doesnt know and i don't want to tell him as he would be upset if he knew! whats wrong with me? how come i'm so uninterested in sex? and why cant i orgasm from penetrative sex? :(