I have suffered from depression and anxiety-panic attacts for along time. It seems to be worse now. My 27 year old son died on christmas morning, from sucide. I can't get over it. I do have two adult children, they never call or come and see me, oh yes I am divorced from their father. He was very abusive to me. I think because that he has alot of money they want to be around him. Also my mother suffers from pulmonary fibrosis, she is stable at this time, but we never know when she is going to be very sick again. In the past 9 months she has been in the hospital about 25 times. I am taking antidepressents and antianxiety meds. it helps some. What can I do. I feel so alone. Carrie