8 months ago I moved in with my boyfriend of 10 ten years. I sold my house and moved away from my family so we could be together. I feel totaly lost. I don't think my boyfriend is excepting how depressed I'm getting. We were supposed to be buying a house together but it's taking longer to find a house that we both like. My boyfriend, most of the time finds a problem with any house that I find that I like. I feel like they are just excuses. When I try and talk about problems, he either side walls them. Or just tells me that he's too tired to talk. I've asked him if he's happy with us and still wants me in his future. Everytime he says yes and I've not to think like that. Yet that's as far as it goes. He cuddles me less, our sexual relationship is turning none exsistant. I end up crying alot because I feel so alone in the world. He seams to not see how difficult it is for me. His flat, his city, his friends, his interests. None of this is me anymore. I don't think it helps that I don't have a job anymore, as I got made redundant a few years ago, he pressures me about that. Yet with my confidance so low how am I supposed to feel good about myself for others to want to employe me. If anyone has any advice, I'd be most grateful.