I have been noticing some changes in my body last May. But changes I could live with. Gradually I seem to be more irrational and had the feeling something was wrong with me. In the mean time I had a cysts removed from my breast . Everything was ok. Nothing was wrong but the panic and anxiety would not stop. It took over my life. I did seek psychiatric help, and she told me I was not a case of panic and depression she felt something elese was wrong. But something is still not right. I am 51 years and still looking for some kind of answer. Could perimanapause really be this bad? And If so what can be done about it.