As you will know from previous questions I'm 16, and to be honest from an outside view it seems like love is an odd thing to be 'obsessed' with.
For, at least, the past year I have craved nothing more than to have a boyfriend. Someone to hold hands with and kiss and just to talk to. I have never been kissed in my entire life and my two best friends both have - hell, one's given a hand job! I don't know why I'm like this but the thought of it gets my heart racing and a stange sensation in my stomach. I dream nightly of future where I'm happily married, or engaged or introducing him to my parents or even doing something as simple as going into town. I admit I am a hopeless romantic so it's probably partically that but I just don't understand. I know more or less all girls dream about 'the one' but I seem to always do so unlike anyone else.
My friends think I am in love with the idea of being in love. Are they right or am I simply a bit 'doo-lally-tap'?