When this first happened I was ammitted in the hospital doctors thought I had a stroke I was in icc unit and then I was moved to stress mood unit and from then on I was told that I was dealing with conversion disorder. That it would be long term recovery. My family said that I had regressed back to a little girl didn't know my husband or my children they did say that I knew my dad. I was mute for about seven months you could not understand nothing I was saying it was all jebrish. Slowly my speech came back And I was so happy but then people started asking me where I was from I thought it was because of the way I dressed. Because I love to be fashionable. I didn't think to much a out it until everyone would ask the same thing I could not hear for a long time that I no longer had my southern country girl accent. I have been told I sound sweddish, Europian, Russian I have never been out of the country so not only do I suffer with this illness I have also lost my idenity. I can go from looking and acting normal to like a lady with ms or something I suffer with seizures and I throw up awful headache lots of pressure like a vice squeezing my head. Have trouble walking body jumping and jerking I never know what kind of day I am going to have. I do have a doctor on my side that gives me strength and faith to keep fighting this fight and I know he has all the answers and he will never leave me And that's why I fight this monster. I try really hard to live a normal life but what is normal is there such a thing anymore. I am forty two years old mother of two and nana of five I am a loving fun outgoing person that loves the lord through all this I am still able to sing southern gospel music I would be so lost if I couldn't sing that's how I get my feelings out and sing praise to my lord. Please if there is someone that can help me please get back with me. Please thank you and god bless you all !!!! I can not imagine going through all this alone without having Jesus and knowing him as my personal savior .