I have been on a roller coaster for approx. 5 years now. Cannot find a physician that can help me back to a life of happiness and health. I am sick and tired of trying to argue to the way of feel to them and I feel I am going mad at times and do not want to be like this. Have always been full of life to be able to support my children (adults) and my grandchildren but find it difficult to address this feelings and move along after a horrible time with divorce, lonineness and feeling down. Could you please help me with regard to my question.