I am 23 and this is my first proper relationship,its been three years,in the beginning i was cool and casual and not bothered and i was confident and thats why he fell in love with me. but then i became clingy,obsessed,i now have low self esteem and im not the same girl anymore.we are close to breaking point,he loves me but he cant take it anymore.if hes annoyed with me,he walks away and says he wants his own space but i start to panic and follow him around everywhere trying to get us to make up but it ends up making it worse and makes him more angry with me.
I've made him my world so whenever i think we are going to break up,i feel like i cant breathe,i start to feel dizzy and feel like my whole world is going to collapse.I want to be near him constantly,always kissing him, always staring at him, wondering if he still loves me etc..
am i just immature or do i have some self esteem issues? i always think if he leaves me nobody will ever love me cos i love him so much..and this is making us both miserable because i want to be normal and happy.