Hi I have a fear of becoming pregnant. I haven't had intercourse in over 2 years. Every time my period is due i get nervous that it isn't coming so, I use clean hands and toilet paper to check my cervix and see if any bleeding has started. I use the toilet paper and push it right into my vagina and can feel that I'm rubbing my cervix with it. After I do this every time I freak out and think that I have gotten myself pregnant. Like what if I had touched something like a door handle or surface that was traced with sperm and semen and have now transferred it to my vagina. Is this possible??? Sorry it sounds ridiculous but it is actually a very real fear for me.