Hi! I am a young woman who is now married for. 15. Years , my life. is a. Living.
hell. My husband comes as a very quit humble. and shy person but immediately he drinks and. gets drunk then he changes completely he will. Swear. and. yell at me the whole night I am the bread winner at home and we stay at his parents house as they are both deceased and I think sometimes he takes his frastrstrtion of not working on me. We have only one child a son is who is 11 years old but he has some children outside of which I knew about them not. long ago but because. I love. him I still accepted them and. do everything. for them, most of the time I feel he doesn't even appritiate the efforts I make with his child ten cos he will always tell me the way I dont love and like his children. He is very jelouse and is making me sick. He swears at me to the ext and that he will say I sleep with my male colleague's and I am even afraid of making conversations with him cos immediately he drinks he will start a fight with everything i spoke to him about. What makes me really angry. is that our son is so afraid of him. when he is drunk and he will always ask me to go and sleet at my mother's and I will realise that he is running away.. One day he asked me " mommy why don't you look for a house and leave daddy hear alone" I was so hurt and didn't even answer him. Every time it becomes Friday I just feel like dissapearing and reappear when the weekend is over because I cry from Friday to Sunday. My husband does not like confrontation to resolve issues and I don't no how to talk to him. Our sex life is dead as immediately he try to touch I just feel overwhelmed with. hatrad about the things he does to me. I really feel like I going mad I really fell helpless!!