So this guy on Facebook message me and wanted to talk and for the first time a guy is messaging me and normally that never happens and we talked and he's everything I've always wanted a guy he's an athlete he's respectful he's sweet he's just so caring and amazing and once I'm starting to feel happy and so we talked 3 weeks and then he asked for my number and I gave it to him and we started texting it was really sweet and fast eventually down the line I was always a supportive really caring sweet person so I would wish you good luck on his games and then I would ask him how he did and he wouldn't respond and it kind of threw me for a curveball because my insecurities about who I am just sarted to get to me Ben and depression ever since high school graduation about myself because all my friends are in relationships or they were engaged or having babies and I had none of that and now I'm starting to feel like great and the ugly beast and whatever and I can't even get this one guy to communicate with me and goes to Baylor University and he plays football and I know that the football schedule at Baylor is insane crazy with workouts and this and that so I got that part but I'm still confused on what I did wrong I don't want to make excuses for him and be like oh you got training we've got practice but same time that is part of his life and he will be busy but I just don't know what to do like I don't want to move on just because of this because football season is almost over and it just might be a chance but then again its like they are just move on and try to be someone happy but deep inside I don't want to move on because this guy is everything I've been looking for and praying for and he does make me happy so I'm just like in a spot where I'm so confused and I'm so depressed I'm so sad because I don't understand