Yesterday i was very irresponsible and got under the influence which is totally out of character for me. So while i was intoxicated, a guy harassed me that whole night. I kept telling him that i didn't want to have sex but he lured me alone and was still insisting on it. He slipped on a condom and i did oral on him and then we had sex but i made him stop. He said if i felt uncomfortable then he will stop n hope i don't think less of him after this experience. I feel so dirty and low. I tried to tell my friends what happened but they were like i wasn't that intoxicated being that a few hours gone by , but i know i was still under the influence because it would of never happened. My emotions are high right now was i taken advantage of? I know that it wasn't rape cause i eventually gave in so part of it is my fault. Was it a form of rape? I need advice. Thank you