Me and my husband have been together nearly 3 years now, we also have a young 19month old son.
I've had many trust issues, including being cheated on, being beaten etc.
It took me a long time to become comfortable with my husband and this morning I woke him by kissing his chest.. Things got steamy.. It was the most passionate we had ever been. I wanted to make love finally for the first time. He pulled himself on top of me kissing me deeply, tears dance joyfully down my cheeks. He looked at me with a stare of fear he pulled away from me.
Telling me its not normal to cry during sex, ... Following up saying I am a turn of.
He didn't even realise how important giving myself to him was to me. I have no confidence left and I'm frightened ro undress in front of him.
I'm heartbroken...
Don't know what to do, I'm lost.
I'm convinced he must be cheating on me but I want to believe that he isn't.
What should I do? Should I divorce him ?