My boyfriend and i been together for almost 2 years now. Im 20 and he is 22. The first time we've been together was all great, we going out and we have great sex life well he is my first time and i love him so much and i know he loves me too, he tells how much he loves me, cares about me, wants to be with me forever and have a kids with him and he even telling me that he dont know what he gonna do without me, he always showing how he much he loves me and how beatiful i am. We back and forth staying at our parents before but Now we living together. Now that we've been together for that long i feel like he is not attracted to me anymore. Everytime i wanna make out with him now and then he always turning me down. I asked him why he dont wanna make out with me sometimes he said, he just dont like to have sex sometimes. He telling me that he is always tired. He even told that "its a lot of work" well he is my first time and i know im not really good when we making out and i gained so much weight im 130 lb before and now 180 lb. Sometime even tho i wanna do so much for him its just tiring for me so everytime he doing all the work, he telling me im lazy and he says he doing all the work when we making out. he told me last time that he preferred to pleasure himself instead doing it. I asked him if im not good enough for hom he told he love me and there's nothing wrong with me he said thst its just him. im really trying myself but i just cant help myself crying thinking that im not good enough for him, if he still attractive to me or loves me because i changed i know he making fun of me sometimes but at the same time he still telling im beautiful and perfect no matter what. Now that we living together were just depressed and stressed about how hard life is. We have financial issue sometimes we just crying about everything its really really hard for both of us right now. Im thinking thats why he is like that because of how we are right now.