dedee76

Hi,

I am 33 years old, I was diagnosed with PCOS when I was 30 years old, even though I have had problems with my periods since the age of 12, they have always been long and heavy.

My hubby and I have been trying for a baby for the 5 years, after 4 years of not being successful, I decide it was best to have a break, last year September 2009 we decide that we felt the time was right to start again. We have been trying for the last year and have still not been successful, my last period was the 2 August 2010,
Last week I went to the hospital to see a specialist in pcos, he has now to referred me to a fertility clinic to undergo test to see if I ovualte, I feel like I really cannot take anymore of this uncertainity, it is making me a nervous wreck. I have had slight brown discharge nothing heavy
It was 43 days yesterday still no sign of my period, I was silently praying that we had hit the jackpot as my breast were swollen and were very painful, however this morning day 44 , I wanted to cry when I noticed that the brown discharge had become heavier and my back was hurting me. I told my hubby he said that he was gutted however, I find that hard to believe as he has already got 3 children and cannot possibly understand the torment that I currently going through. I know I am being selfish, just really hurting at the mo