beezer72

Ever since i was very young...i have thought i was overweight. I guess this stems mostly from watching my mother...whom i was extremely close to...struggle with her weight addiction...high volume enemas...exlax...diet pills...never being satisfied with her self...or her weight. I was not overweight as a child...nor was i as a young adult...but i didnt know it. My weight has fluctuated throughout the years and then...when i was 14... i was turned onto METH-AMPHETAMINES....speed...crank...and the fact that it made you "not hungry" was why i even considered trying it. It turned into a 26 year addiction for me...unless i was pregnant...i was using meth...i have never been a sickly person...but now...at age 42... i am borderline diabetic....i have neuropathy....i have spinal stenosis...gout...high cholesterol....and am severely obese...and still...yes...my ole faithful... my meth addiction....