My name is Jannett and I am divorced. I have two wonderful boys 16 years apart. My ex-husband has been incarnated since my oldest was 6 years old, my other son is from my present relationship ( I have been with my boyfriend for 8 years). My ex-husband hurt me both emotionally, mentally, physcially. I along with oldest son have been through so much. My oldest son is my rock, my hero, my leader, my greatest accomplishment. After, my marriage was over, I build a shield around my heart. Even though I have been in a realtionship for the past 8 years, I still can not give my heart completely. I love this man so much, but can not give my self completely. I know I am not being fair to him, but my experience has been so bad. I give it all, and at the end I get hurt. I have a hard time letting go of the past, I believe that is way I can not give myself completely. I am so afraid to get married.
When, I was young my father would hit me, and I was molested by two of my brothers. After my marriage was over, I had that thinking that it is my way or the highway. Wrong way of thinking I know. But, little by little I am beginning to let my shield down. Another reason I do not want to get married is because and I am being honest here, I do not like my boyfriend kids. They are the most rudest, disrespectful kids I have ever known. I had done everything for them, and all I ever got was rudeness, and being disrespected. So, I basically gave up on being nice to them, and do not really speak to them. I am going to school to better myself and to show my kids that you are never to old to go back to school. My boys are my whole world. I am so in love with my boys, they are truly a blessing to me. Branden (my youngest) I never thought I could love anyone else besides my older son, but that totally changed. He is my pride and joy. I love him so much. I know I will never change my boys, in fact my boys have changed me. God has truly blessed me so much.
Hello everybody, just wanted to ask if anybody out there can give some advice. My thing is that I have two boys ages 18 years old and a 2 year old. My oldest son will be graduating high school ...
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