JRDALLAS

Have been pretty healthy ( I was told anyways) I got sick back in '96 gained 100+ lbs not really eating it was hard to keep anything down even soup. lost all my Beautiful thick natural curly hair.... Skin changed was told it was Lupus then I was just plain fat and put on depression meds (lasted all of 3days horrible feeling) lasted a few more months and started feeling better my hair started growing, skin cleared up 99% and I was able to keep food down. I went on vacation and got so sunburned from head to toe few months some symptons started to appear again still carrying the weight gained was not able to loose it I started to get anxiety about my hair falling out, gaining more weight so started with the dr's again ruled out lupus? thyroid? Cancer? Cyst? STD's?. 3rd dr finally sent me to a specialist it was determined acid reflux ok.. made sense at the time here we go with pills special dieterary etc.. helped but yet gaining weight not as rapid and would loose a few here and there...but could not really buy fitted clothes never knew if I would baloon up... fast forward 2001 still not 100% but it was suggested to do Gastric bypass should help acid reflux and loose weight Great! lost 140lbs so back down to original weight less 15lbs stayed off for almost 3 years no significant gain or lost then 45lbs bam ok so I got married (mistake 101) so eating late and drinking a lot more no real activitiy dancing etc... and not Happy husband was not the man I thought he was but the bloating and uneasy stomach problems still exsisted lack and desire for relations increased always felt dirty smelly....... unusual bleeding discharged increased from previous never put the symptons together untill now... and I am really concerned always wanted kids tried... but None.. so keep being told nothing wrong but always being told I have a STD then the test come back negative... but yet when I had surgey the Dr's said my body is to clean . So hum... Std's then to clean... so I was told not enough bad bacteria good bacteria balance ok so how we fix that ??? it is now 8months since the symptons of previous appeared and gotten worse and to step it up open sores puss, gook from belly button, vaginal discharge etc... my feet look horrible I wash with baking soda alcohol, medicaided salt no femine products, lotions, perfumes etc.. had to move back with parents no health insurance dr...or rent, bills oh ya spent almost 4200.00 so hum stress related ok, std ok I have the answer right .... nope take these pills that pill and still not going away... Now my BF thinks I am loon accused him sleeping around I live with my Mother and we do not get along... no money, no job and feel like crap.. Afraid to get a job at a resturant or in public am I contagious can I get even sicker if I can not fight the bacteria hardly leave the house bc of the unknown and no answers