KGerard813
life was fine, over all until 7/31/2008 an auto accident where i was rear ended changed it all..physically n mentally..last November (2010) i was finally on a come back, made some solid decisions and moving forwardly..was divorcing after 21 yrs, a positive, health wise..i needed to eliminate stress, but he attempted suicide 1/7/2011 and has many deficits now needing my assist, no one to help him..im here until hes stable enough for family to take over - his. my health suffering again, immune system attacking itself and organs again, fibro acting up, CFS out of control..all the progress i made gone, no appetite, weight loss, (which is good, i need to loose weight) but the stress is over the edge and now no insurance..no migraine meds, no seizure meds..both a cause from the accident..i have given it up to my higher power - i have no choice until i can get out of this relationship and life - if i survive it..im trying to pack up the house..we're loosing all he never cared and now remembers none of it..it sucks..