I am 39, the mother of 3 kids, 21, 18, 14 all still home. They don't know me healthy. In fact I don't know when something is wrong with them because they see what I deal with and figure if. Their issue isn't as bad as mine, "it's ok" or "not that bad". I am diagnosed with autoimmune hypothyroidism, Fibromyalgia and a host of secondary conditions. PTSD is also something I love with. I have lost my life in all of this. My job, my abusive marriage, relationships with friends and family members. My kids and I live in poverty and even livingmy faith Iin Christ is affected. I'm ready to give up.